Trying to make everyone happy isn’t working for me i can’t lie to myself anymore im done making other people happy you doubt like what i do don’t be around me cause ima do me no one else
Life is different for me now im not the same I’ve made some mistakes this past year but this year im doing everything for me change things I don’t like for myself and not other people.
This bitch must have been out her mind she gonna add me and I see that she was messing with my ex when I was with him…you must be stupid as fuck to not even think about who you add on Facebook…Idc if I am not with him right now she is the reason we broke up and Ima beat a bitches ass when she alone.
I need a fresh start forget about my past, ex-boyfriend, ex-bff and just start new if they really cared about me they would have stayed in my life…no matter what they say behind my back I still know who I am and that I’m beautiful in my own way and independent at that.
Everyone around me is having these wonderful relationships and mine are just fucked up
I really liked you.
You always made me smile every time I seen you
You made me laugh when I was sad
Kissed me when I was mad
Poked me just to get my attention to look into my eyes
There are so many more things that I could go on with but I can’t because it will make me cry….you have no idea how much you started to mean to me and even though I broke up with you it was probably the hardest thing I could have to do…I miss you but I feel like if we would go back to where we were the relationship would not be the same and I just don’t want you to think a relationship is always about making out or sex…it’s communication and having fun wanting to be with that person 24/7 and when you are away from them you can’t stop thinking about them….that how I started to feel about you and it is killing me now that’s why I need to get this off my chest by typing. If you change your mind or I do hopefully we can start all over…..