I'm Doing me

when your so sick it feels like every time you cough you have a mini heart attack :/

Mya- Hey Kayla there is someone outside (sounding excited)  

Me- My heart starts racing, I already knew who it was I wasn’t ready to see you, I didn’t mean to slam the door in your face it was just a reaction to I was surprised to see you scared to talk to you and it’s not that I’m shy it’s just seeing you honestly makes me speechless. 

I was hiding from you (which was stupid) hoping you would leave but you didn’t 

I call mya she answering and tells me to come outside quit being a pussy

So I go outside…and I don’t see anyone hoping they left I peek around the corner and there he is talking to my nan….I swear that was the fastest I have every pulled back toward the corner

then I hear kayla, kayla come here (mya was yelling)

I look towards the step because I was about to go in the house as soon as I look back behind me to see if someone was there…there he was and I was speechless, and shocked

And one thing i didn’t want to do was look into his eyes and then he said “Kayla, why are you still so shy” (and he smiled)

Right then and there I wanted to cry because it brung back the time in my head when we started talking again last year and he said you were always so shy when I lived in fitz but I have always thought you were really pretty.

I know just because I saw you yesterday and you say we are cool but how I’ll really know is if we can pick up where we left off