I wish that my fantasy could be reality and my reality could be my fantasy.
Is it just me or does calling your step dad…dad bother you? I mean I really don’t talk to my dad as much I used to when I lived with him but no one could ever replace him in my mind. Everyone is saying dad is just a title so it shouldn’t bother you but it still does. My step dad does treat my mom and me and my sister’s well better than my dad did. There is just something in my mind that can’t cope with calling him dad like how I see it is yes he’s a father figure but not mine forreal, he’s a replacement of my father and I’m not related to my step dad so just because he married my mom doesn’t effect me really I’m not the one who married him. I just have no clue how to feel about it all. If my dad just could of acted how he should of we would still be with him and it breaks my heart everyday that I have to act like I don’t want to talk to him because of the way he acts and the things he says that emotional makes it hard for me to function. I wish I could reach out to the people I love and get them to under stand me but it seems impossible…
Trying to make everyone happy isn’t working for me i can’t lie to myself anymore im done making other people happy you doubt like what i do don’t be around me cause ima do me no one else
Life is different for me now im not the same I’ve made some mistakes this past year but this year im doing everything for me change things I don’t like for myself and not other people.
This bitch must have been out her mind she gonna add me and I see that she was messing with my ex when I was with him…you must be stupid as fuck to not even think about who you add on Facebook…Idc if I am not with him right now she is the reason we broke up and Ima beat a bitches ass when she alone.
I need a fresh start forget about my past, ex-boyfriend, ex-bff and just start new if they really cared about me they would have stayed in my life…no matter what they say behind my back I still know who I am and that I’m beautiful in my own way and independent at that.